Again with the disappearance. Am very disappointed in myself.I have always opened up this page everyday wanting to spit out something. Yet, nothing is written on this empty space.
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And yes, its September. My month. And sadly, it has not been that great. 2 more weeks till i am no longer a teenager. Cherish these 2 weeks i should.Then again, lets not talk about it.
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And ya, DAD is flying to BRASIL tonight. And no its no fun. See when he's not around, i cant be anybody who i want to be. I have to be this very responsible son that needs to help around with almost everything. This is the point of time where my parents think i dont have a life. And i learned that, the journey from here to BRASIL requires the least 2-3 days.
Just when i was about to live this 2 weeks of my teenage life thats left, this had to happened. This explains why i have been watching Hannah Montana and Thats So Raven again on Disney Channel. I bet he wouldnt even make it for my 20th and his 51st. Or maybe he will make it for his, but not mine. Its 15 more days to Hari Raya and he has to fly. FUCK YOUR BOSS DAD! FUCK HIM FOR MAKING YOU DO THIS!
That girl is not here anymore to calm me down. I used to talk to her about my dad. But she's pretty busy with her life right now. I dont even see her around school nowadays. The last time i saw her was her Birthday and thats that. I still remembered the sweet words she once uttered, " Don't be heartbroken, or you'll keep panting."
What i can say to myself is, i have to keep myself together till the day DAD comes home safely again. I pray for his well being and his journey there and back. These coming weeks is gonna be hell for me, so SATAN, stay away from me, i dont need you to be around me just to give me hell.
To my readers, sorry for being vulgar in this post, just not being myself for now.
Till then mates!
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