Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Transformation
oh yes, have been leaving this page blank for so long. just feel like turning words to photos instead.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Has the table turned?
a long disappearance since i wrote, and i came back with despair clinging on my back.
what you will be reading will be the grieving words of despair from a boy who aimed so high that when he couldnt reached, he fell so badly.people always say never to give your 100% cause you might end up getting hurt. if we didn't give all out, then how are we to know that we are good enough?
ending up being hurt is better than giving 99.99% of yourself. only when you fall, will you learn how to stand up.and i don't blame you if i'm not good enough. =)
when we first exchanged words, i know she could turn the table around for me,no kidding.i was that sure that i mustered all the confidence that has long gone in me just to make this work. i keep reminding myself pretty faces are something to fear, and yes she is one that i cant deny. but what i saw was more interesting than the surface, something one can't see until they have dive deep inside.
from what i've read,hope she's woken up. i'm sorry boys if i disappointed you guys.
is she worth the heartbreak? my vote is a yes, and i have no idea why.
what you will be reading will be the grieving words of despair from a boy who aimed so high that when he couldnt reached, he fell so badly.people always say never to give your 100% cause you might end up getting hurt. if we didn't give all out, then how are we to know that we are good enough?
ending up being hurt is better than giving 99.99% of yourself. only when you fall, will you learn how to stand up.and i don't blame you if i'm not good enough. =)
when we first exchanged words, i know she could turn the table around for me,no kidding.i was that sure that i mustered all the confidence that has long gone in me just to make this work. i keep reminding myself pretty faces are something to fear, and yes she is one that i cant deny. but what i saw was more interesting than the surface, something one can't see until they have dive deep inside.
from what i've read,hope she's woken up. i'm sorry boys if i disappointed you guys.
is she worth the heartbreak? my vote is a yes, and i have no idea why.
Till then mates!
♥♥♥
♥♥♥
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Run From Me Or Run With Me
dont tell me i miss-ed the opportunity again today. but i do like the surprise everytime when secret appears.always am unprepared when she takes me on a journey where there is never ending fun. could just keep staring and laughing and secret wouldnt know. HA-HA.
i guess instead of me taking you higher it was the other way round. maybe it my turn to receive and not give. just maybe. everyone around me is falling in love especially our very own Casanova.
I know very well they are all behind me. and to just let this opportunity go, will be disappointing.
"Make her fall in Love with you bro!" - Fareez
and i miss secret. dang.
i guess instead of me taking you higher it was the other way round. maybe it my turn to receive and not give. just maybe. everyone around me is falling in love especially our very own Casanova.
I know very well they are all behind me. and to just let this opportunity go, will be disappointing.
"Make her fall in Love with you bro!" - Fareez
and i miss secret. dang.
Till then mates!
♥♥♥
♥♥♥
Monday, February 1, 2010
Gentlemen Like Me Aren't Needed
it truly is as simple as that, trust me.we're not needed.
no matter how much i try, it will never happen. Yes you guys keep saying go but my hearts say no.My mind says go for it, yet the heart still ache. Your mind has to go hand in hand with your heart.
i know very well i can take you higher than where he can but where is my chance? i keep for falling for the same pretty faces which i have resisted but why oh why?
I hope you are the only poison that i could resist.i mentioned once that pretty faces are something to fear, yet i step out of my comfort zone to venture into the deep abbys which i have once explored and failed to retrieve the treasure, a precious treasure: your heart.
"when a girl is blinded by infatuation, you cannot do anything but watch her fall and even if you caught her in your arms, She wouldnt noticed. "
-Shafaat
no matter how much i try, it will never happen. Yes you guys keep saying go but my hearts say no.My mind says go for it, yet the heart still ache. Your mind has to go hand in hand with your heart.
i know very well i can take you higher than where he can but where is my chance? i keep for falling for the same pretty faces which i have resisted but why oh why?
I hope you are the only poison that i could resist.i mentioned once that pretty faces are something to fear, yet i step out of my comfort zone to venture into the deep abbys which i have once explored and failed to retrieve the treasure, a precious treasure: your heart.
"when a girl is blinded by infatuation, you cannot do anything but watch her fall and even if you caught her in your arms, She wouldnt noticed. "
-Shafaat
Till then mates!
♥♥♥
♥♥♥
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Ready To Go
The month of January has been great to me. Pretty hectic though. Learnt quite alot from a mentor. And these knowledge shall not go to waste. When its time to pass the baton, i will certainly do it my way.
Have been leaving this pages blank for quite sometime.Everything is moving fast and i hope to find the stop/pause button in life. Couldnt find out how i manage my time well for all this.Boy i'm glad i surprised some of my friends the other night.It makes it all more worthy.
There are future plans that i have yet to craft and YOU are part of it. Only time will tell me whether to keep you in it. =)
Have been leaving this pages blank for quite sometime.Everything is moving fast and i hope to find the stop/pause button in life. Couldnt find out how i manage my time well for all this.Boy i'm glad i surprised some of my friends the other night.It makes it all more worthy.
There are future plans that i have yet to craft and YOU are part of it. Only time will tell me whether to keep you in it. =)
Till then mates!
♥♥♥
♥♥♥
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