Situations Makes Me Struggle To Believe

Saturdays

2010-04-28T01:07:00.000-07:00

Transformation

2010-04-28T01:05:00.001-07:00

oh yes, have been leaving this page blank for so long. just feel like turning words to photos instead.

Has the table turned?

2010-03-24T06:10:00.000-07:00

a long disappearance since i wrote, and i came back with despair clinging on my back.

what you will be reading will be the grieving words of despair from a boy who aimed so high that when he couldnt reached, he fell so badly.people always say never to give your 100% cause you might end up getting hurt. if we didn't give all out, then how are we to know that we are good enough?

ending up being hurt is better than giving 99.99% of yourself. only when you fall, will you learn how to stand up.and i don't blame you if i'm not good enough. =)

when we first exchanged words, i know she could turn the table around for me,no kidding.i was that sure that i mustered all the confidence that has long gone in me just to make this work. i keep reminding myself pretty faces are something to fear, and yes she is one that i cant deny. but what i saw was more interesting than the surface, something one can't see until they have dive deep inside.

from what i've read,hope she's woken up. i'm sorry boys if i disappointed you guys.

is she worth the heartbreak? my vote is a yes, and i have no idea why.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Run From Me Or Run With Me

2010-02-02T12:25:00.000-08:00

dont tell me i miss-ed the opportunity again today. but i do like the surprise everytime when secret appears.always am unprepared when she takes me on a journey where there is never ending fun. could just keep staring and laughing and secret wouldnt know. HA-HA.

i guess instead of me taking you higher it was the other way round. maybe it my turn to receive and not give. just maybe. everyone around me is falling in love especially our very own Casanova.

I know very well they are all behind me. and to just let this opportunity go, will be disappointing.

"Make her fall in Love with you bro!" - Fareez

and i miss secret. dang.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Gentlemen Like Me Aren't Needed

2010-02-01T08:12:00.000-08:00

it truly is as simple as that, trust me.we're not needed.

no matter how much i try, it will never happen. Yes you guys keep saying go but my hearts say no.My mind says go for it, yet the heart still ache. Your mind has to go hand in hand with your heart.

i know very well i can take you higher than where he can but where is my chance? i keep for falling for the same pretty faces which i have resisted but why oh why?

I hope you are the only poison that i could resist.i mentioned once that pretty faces are something to fear, yet i step out of my comfort zone to venture into the deep abbys which i have once explored and failed to retrieve the treasure, a precious treasure: your heart.

"when a girl is blinded by infatuation, you cannot do anything but watch her fall and even if you caught her in your arms, She wouldnt noticed. "
-Shafaat

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Ready To Go

2010-01-31T07:44:00.000-08:00

The month of January has been great to me. Pretty hectic though. Learnt quite alot from a mentor. And these knowledge shall not go to waste. When its time to pass the baton, i will certainly do it my way.

Have been leaving this pages blank for quite sometime.Everything is moving fast and i hope to find the stop/pause button in life. Couldnt find out how i manage my time well for all this.Boy i'm glad i surprised some of my friends the other night.It makes it all more worthy.

There are future plans that i have yet to craft and YOU are part of it. Only time will tell me whether to keep you in it. =)

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

I Hope She Grows Taller

2010-01-31T07:20:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 19TH AH LEI! ♥♥♥♥♥

Another Great Guy

2010-01-14T09:52:00.000-08:00

Happy 19th Casanova

This Boy Can Really Play

2010-01-05T08:41:00.000-08:00

Happy 18th Boy Post Rock

We Do This Every Year

2010-01-02T20:35:00.000-08:00

Everyone has their own resolution. Some believe, while others just say that they don't do resolution because they know they couldnt promise themselves. Well, i don't think is a promise to ourselves but a goal.

Its a goal that we set, knowing what we want to achieve. We all do have dreams, so don't go on telling me you dont have any resolution, it the same as having no dreams at all.

My resolution has always been the same every year, just trying to be a better person and also seeking out myself. Been going strong for 3 years now and hope to go on longer , unless you came by. =D

Happy New Year to all my friends and readers!

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Goodbye 2009 Heartbreaks, Welcome 2010

2010-01-01T20:02:00.000-08:00

Oh wells, its never too late for a new year post!

My internet connect has been bad for the past first week of January, and since i skipped school today, i shall update.

As far as i can remember, during the new year celebration, someone had the time of their life. Correct me if i 'm wrong.While some of us struggling to avoid eye contact with another human. What a way to start a new year aye? Nonetheless, i wanna thank Papa Hazreel and Amsy for inviting us to be the guest of your party!

And yeay! my blog is one year old. Hahaha.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

The " Ex "

2009-12-24T04:29:00.000-08:00

Happy 19th ♥

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

50 And Still Going Strong

2009-12-14T03:55:00.000-08:00

Happyness, is all i want for her.Even a thousand words on this post couldn't express how much i love her. Happy 50th Momma Art =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Fanatic Fanboy

2009-12-07T08:43:00.000-08:00

One Of The Monkeys

Ouh yes, i'm a fanatic. I will always have the monkeys on repeat before i go to sleep every night on my iPod. Wake up the next morning, and will still listen to them on the journey to school.

That's till one night i had a dream about them for the very first time. More of a nightmare. They were performing and they turned into Bigfoots!!!!!! Haha. No, that wasnt it. They came to Singapore and had a random gig.

What's more random was they played 2 songs only,I Bet You Look Good On The Dancefloor and Fluorescent Adolescence. And it wasn't even Nick O'Mailley on stage.Some random sessionist who said he was from this band called "Mayonnaise". HAHAHAHAHAHA~

And yes, Alex Turner was that arrogant fucker that everyone thinks he is. But he was kind enough to talk to me in my dreams.

After this random occurance, i dont mind listening to the Dead Weathers everyday so that Allison will appear in my dreams with that oh so beautiful rectangle Gretsch. =D

You, The One I Used To Adore.

2009-12-02T07:05:00.000-08:00

You brought out the side me that i don't even know of.Having this platonic relationship with you is totally useless. Time given to you was an ease for me but receiving is always the opposite.

We are all a contradiction of our own. You better dance while you can and till the music stop is when you realise how important that music is to you. If being nice is allowing you to step on my head then you don't deserve me being nice to you.

It's hard for me to criticize you cause you who i used to adore, just makes me pour.You're no longer the sweetheart in these eyes. Just another acquaintance

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

We Are All In A Mess

2009-11-23T04:29:00.000-08:00

Oh well, this is how screwed i am in school. Used to be a B student, now a C. Good Job.

Those company who needs a designer who is not into programming(i wonder why a designer needs to programme), i'm always available. But only, if i have to come work by 10 am. HAHA.

Friday The 13th Is Here Again For The Third Time This Year

2009-11-12T09:15:00.003-08:00

No , it has no link.

It has very much feared me, this day. What's gonna happened on the third friday the 13th? Having it occuring the 2nd time is weird enough, what more the the third time?Being brain washed back in the days, i have always feared friday the 13th for no bloody reason. And yea, i hate it when i think, i just go too deep.

Well, then i thought it the other way round. Instead of being negative, i figured how lucky we are. How long does this 3rd friday the 13th occurs? In a few thousand years time? You guys judge whether we are lucky or not. They say the third time is a charm. =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Girls With Pretty Faces , Are Something To Fear.

2009-11-12T09:15:00.001-08:00

Candy coated with poison

Recently, been getting stares from so called pretty faces. Been seeing them alot too. It makes me wonder why.

Lesson learnt about them; endless excruciation.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Wasn't This The Life That You Wished For?

2009-11-12T09:14:00.003-08:00

Heard of Force Vomit? Yea, thats how their song go. "Dont Give up, Oh Siti Don't Give up.."

Yet, we youngsters now don't even recognized these tunes. They are considered "rockstars" in this very small country of ours. We are never introduced to local music all thanks to none other than *fillintheblanks*

We should be proud of our music that we have to offer to bigger countries out there. And if Singaporeans don't even listen to each other, what's there left? Instead you guys keep on cheering on the nation's football team who has been disappointing since the last Malaysian Cup we participated in. It's time for us musician to shine.

They have created a pathway for Singapore's music to be recognized by regional countries and its our turn not to let them down. If they could get through to us, now its our job to get through you. Yes, our target are now not local budding musicians like us, but those who are not aware of what's going on in the local scene of ours.

I only realized this after i was in the train with DINO VOMIT. It was kinda tensed being near him, no idea why. And when i looked around, no one seems to know. He was just like an ordinary citizen of Singapore. Just like you and me, but he contributed more and his works are unrecognizable by the next generation.

Is this the life that he wants? Or shall i say i want? One things for sure, i ain't gonna stop. Don't give up boys, Chin up!

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

First Of The Gang To Go

2009-11-12T09:14:00.001-08:00

Where is the rebel is you?

As of above. I last saw this fucker during halloween, which was like 2 weeks ago? Things are never the same as they were before. We used to be a block away, now 2. Just because of that so many things have changed. I want the old AMI back man. i really want that.

Yes i don't have a child but meeting a bud for the least half an hour is now already very difficult.What's more to come? Yes being a father bears more responsibility, straying away from friend is not the way man.

You're the only homeboy i have here man, the other one moved to Tampines, ridiculously far from Block 11. Another is still serving the country.What's worse than not meeting your homeboy for weeks mannnnnn. =(

And we nearly quarreled a few days back, since when did we ever argue balls? Meet me A.S.A.P dude.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

You Girls Are The Wasted Disco Girl,Not Gloria

2009-11-08T07:46:00.000-08:00

Gloria Oh Gloria

Still wondering what has been on my mind that it's so difficult for me to update.

Recently, i got the same shit from another girl. I can't think straight so yea, i will be damn direct. I need to stop talking about the opposite sex dammit. You girls always bring mystery into my life.

And she told me," .. i don't see him putting any effort." Shingz you! You girls don't see the one that has been struggling trying to impress you every single time we meet.Yet you go for those bigger boys who doesnt even care for you. I totally had enough. And yea, i ain't going to try anymore. Trying to impress you is futile now. You want to be treated as my friend?... don't grumble if you're mistreated.

I'm done impressing here, its your turn. My physique is very noticable and my acts are exactly as big as i am yet you need them 3D glasses to make them look real. Shingz you again!

Gloria Oh Gloria, find me once you stepped out of prison. I guess a Minah-rep could even see through me.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Her HAZY Life

2009-11-01T04:01:00.001-08:00

I can't believe this is the only picture that i have with her. Anyways, Happy 17th ♥

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

And There's Something That Frankie Used To Say

2009-10-20T10:40:00.000-07:00

She's Currently My Juliet

It always start off different but it ends up the same.It's happening again yet I'm still there lingering.i really hope to stray away from all these,yet I'm struggling. My sub conscious tells me it will happen again, yet my confidence is denying it.

Now i know very well it sucks to have wait for someone, it surely is. There's a different set of rules for him and her. Total opposite. Why do some guys just don't see that a girl is waiting for him? Well my answer to that would probably be either they don't see it, or they aren't interested. So what you lovely ladies can do is just snap out of it and realise.

Why do some girls can't see through the guy's effort? Its an easy answer. Either you don't got the game or she's blinded by infatuation to another guy. Which she doesn't know of And whom is not trying to prove anything.

Adam and Eve have their own flaws, humans after all i must say.

I'm neither criticizing nor gossiping about people, this is my life lesson. And i am here to share with all of you what i've seen with this 20/20 eyes
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Something that i learn in life too, is that beauty captures the eye yet personality is the one that capture you more.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Being Malay Is Fun

2009-10-19T10:12:00.000-07:00

Designers You Might Want In Your Company

As of the tittle above, its really fun. When you are around these idiots, they always make me feel that being malay is the worst thing. And they could even start talking about us not having foreskin. IDIOTS.

Nevertheless, i'm stucked with them for the whole of my second year. And i hope for the next 2 semester too. You guys have your reason why you are attending class well meet mine. They are the reason why i rush to school not because to be on time for class, but not to be late for the first breakout. =D

They are you're average joes, but they meant alot to me, even though they are jackasses. Even though their fore fathers are from China and mine's from England. And not forgetting angel, the outsider. Suddenly part of my all gay group.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Add Me Up On Facebook Cause My Friends Are Disappearing

2009-10-18T08:06:00.000-07:00

For Now, She Keeps My Mind Busy.

Balance is always good in life i must say. Be it in social context or working world. It sucks to have work piling up on you everyday, knowing that the outdated one is done yet. And it also sucks to have your Homeboys always changing their plans on the last minute. The common terms used for these acts here locally in Singapore would be "Paitau" or "Pangsei".

Hell yeah I am busy with stuffs, well who's not? Yet , i spare some time and thoughts for you earthlings that i love so much. Where are the thoughts that are spared for me instead?

I should quit whining and finish up my work. I have yet to finish editing photos. And teach myself how to use illustrator.So little time to be absorbing alot. Every one have their role right?

And YOU, you still still remain as my crush. =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

I Wanna Play Bonnie and Clyde , Not Tag

2009-10-16T10:01:00.001-07:00

A mistake made, unretrieveable. What if you were right the first time?

Those 2 months were wasted just because i was being who i was. You made sense in this, so do i. Yes, i get you this time around. Don't worry, infatuation won't get in the way.Listening to those hysterical acts boys trying to get you just cracks me up. Reminded very much of me.

The only difference was i got a ticket to an adventure that was priceless and the tickets were never even given to them, that's what i believe.The long bus ride really brought back what's reality back then. And i threw them all away.I was hoping that this moments of joy to have stayed for just a wee bit longer but i figured it was too much to ask.

NOTHING MUCH HAS CHANGED,ONLY HER.

Boys, don't go chasing her. She's not interested. She wants to be IT instead of you. =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Keep Me In A Cage, For Your Own Safety

2009-10-15T10:08:00.000-07:00

My heart was being clawed by a hungry grizzly bear who won't settle for a fish by the river.That was how badly ripped it was. Seeing those who worked for the event working there, i couldn't do anything but gave a brave front as if nothing happened.Why can't i be part of the team?

Love isn't the only factor of a heartbreak, being denied is another.

All i wanted to do was not to be a barnacle to my oh so loving parents. For a moment, let me be the diligent one.For a change, let me be the one giving you guys allowance for you to splurge on unnecessary needs.Yes, i am that responsible.

Her charm and baloney talks was the cage that could contain the rage that was building up.Good Luck for your upcoming evaluation love. =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

(500) Days of Art

2009-10-14T10:33:00.000-07:00

She's the lucky one, not me.

Well, it was a random Monday. I totally have no idea why the hell i overslept for school.I rested well on that particular boring Sunday. And yet i woke up just when class starts. And my phone rang. The conversation started with a giggle and it already hinted it was her. A phone call then leads to breakfast at Macdonalds.

She's another case. She had lab lesson on Monday and she happily rushed to school with shorts and slippers. Good job! and yes the lab coat. It's probably hanging somewhere around her apartment.

During the random breakfast, it suddenly poured heavily. Another random occurrence.The next thing i knew, we were all over bencoolen. From bugis street to the bencoolen to sim lim and walked to The Cathay to catch a movie.

I'll rate the movie 5 out of 5 because of it witty storyline, considered as romance comedy to me, given another movie screening due to the technical sound glitch at the first 5 minutes of the show and also because the lead actress look like my Katy Perry. =D

My Monday could not turn out any better. So enough said, i rather have a random Monday with YOU, rather than having this band playing the BLUES every week.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Clear ,Yet Cold Like An Iced Water

2009-10-14T09:13:00.000-07:00

I swear that this post was procrastinated since i don't know when. I always open up this space wanting to jot down a few thought and word, yet again nothing. Fuck you art.

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It was clear like those cellophane paper we used to play during science lesson when we were in primary school. Colourful too. Yet, what deems clear to me was translucent to you. Your vision was blinded by the haze and fog that it dried up your contacts.

This fog is called infatuation. The fog so alluring that my deeds can't be seen in this battlefield. And i don't blame you,have a good Life.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Did You See The Way She Looked At Me?

2009-10-06T07:13:00.000-07:00

SHEWASWHOISPOKEIOF

Last Saturday was certainly a different one from me.And i finally got a date with this girl again. Well, she always boast about guys wanting to go out with her. That's the reason why she put me aside. She told me, " Why go for ala carte , when u can go for buffet?
"

She made me exercise right after our meal. You guys ever saw this flight of stairs right next to an apartment which is in the middle of PS and Cathay? Yea that's the one. Even Balboa doesn't have to climb that high. And once we got to the top, my thigh was already half functioning.

She brought me to this Old School Place, nope the place is called Old School. Never been there before and i asked her, why here? And she just goes pointing this tall red figure,"Because i wanna take a photo with that!" =.=

But i decided to tour around the place instead and we stumble upon a so called Art Exhibition. and one of the impressive work of the artist was the picture at the top. Wonderful how 3 dimensional art works. This eerie feeling got to me when i enter the exhibition. There was no one but the 3 of us, including the artist. The place was way too quiet. No i wonder how a curator does this on a daily basis.

This was a wonderful opportunity and yes, i am your new listening ear. =D I'll hear till my ears drop, i guess?

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Fire and The Thud

2009-10-03T09:25:00.000-07:00

SHE WILL NEVER FIND OUT =)

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Worth The Heartbreaks

2009-09-28T08:11:00.000-07:00

YEA BALLS I LOVE THEM!

The moment i saw the cake came, i asked Zoe, " Eh, who's birthday today?"
With that sly smile, she said " YOURS LAR!"
Comical classmates i have.My birthday was due a week ago but i still love them i dont care.

To W47R and Kino, you guys can never beat other class that i have. Even though other classes looks far greater than ours and has cooler people or better outing, we are still way awesome than them. What i have i am grateful for and don't ever change. =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

For What It's Worth

2009-09-25T09:05:00.001-07:00

Finally, only after today am i satisfied being a 20 year old. My celebration ended today with my loveable W47R darlings. Thanks for sealing this celebration with all the excitement we had just now. And so to my family for shaping me who i am today.

Ahjeys and also W64L for all the celebration.

Now i am ever more ready to be a 20 year old but i'm not looking forward to school for the very first time. I think i have more than enough friend In RP, can i not change class? Ha-ha.

Once again, thank you to those who were there by my side celebrating the existence of me in your life and may god bless all of you.

And not forgetting the other Virgo Bitches, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ADLAN AND JOLIN. =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Goodbye Bittersweet Teenage Years

2009-09-18T01:23:00.000-07:00

I will be taking on a new path and footsteps from today onwards. I might be exagerrating on being 20 but i'm taking a different approach to it. I really need to make it or i'll just break it. All i wish for is great wealth and health to myself, family and friends.

Goodbye bittersweet memories, Goodbye to teenage years. You have been fun taking care of me and i learnt. Not applying it in my young adult years will just let my teenage years waste in vain.

My advice to teenagers out there. Just live it up! Commit as many mistakes as you can, learn and move on. Just don't go on making the same mistakes and to Art..

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! haha

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Age Is Catching Up

2009-09-17T10:34:00.000-07:00

Its always difficult to let go of something that you really love. Vice versa to accepting something. When it came, i didn't notice but it just grew naturally around me. Now that i have to let i go, it just way too hard.

You can't hide your heads in the clouds forever. Now that i'm older, you will be too. =D

And one more thing ART, you gotta learn to let go man.Well, a whole new journey awaits me and this space will be the eyes to my growth, rise and fall of almost everything. And you, yes you, please arrive early? I cant wait to spend my life with you. ♥

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Your Name Could Be Spoken In Many Different Languages

2009-09-15T07:44:00.000-07:00

Our eyes meets and emotions runs through these veins. How can it be concocted with such emotions of different categories?

You made me feel like a little boy falling in love again. Every time a little boy is in love with something, he wouldn't change his mindset for anything else. Whatever caught his eyes, is probably what he wants to catch.

Ambitions are high, trying to catch a divine being like you.

Wasted, was not what i felt after being with you. You had me at Hello. Your colourful buttons i did not forget, your rage towards me was astonishingly adorable. I didn't know buttons could help me start a conversation with you.

Fool, was what i was.Listening to my ever demanding acquaintance was a mistake. And that mistake was made for you. How did my commitment get into my head and left me haywire trying to figure the only possible, simplest route out of this disaster? I could have made you a happiest girl till today, period.

Chance, is what was hard to comprehend for me between us. Questioning myself day in and out. Why did i let you go oh why? When you came clean to me is when the day that barrier broke.The barrier that i have constructed in me has been broken by those aciculate words you spat out.It was more of a punch than a slap on the face.

To end this post, i quote from a brilliant friend of mine.

" You Don't Love a Girl Because She Is Beautiful, She is Beautiful Because You Love Her.."

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Village Hero

2009-09-06T10:20:00.000-07:00

Maybe i should try this "observational" shit and also with a tinge of humour. But how? Yes, when written, people wont understand it straight ahead, but somehow i gotta make them understand, right?

The only way is to be true when writing, it will flow.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

There He Goes Again

2009-09-05T05:03:00.000-07:00

Again with the disappearance. Am very disappointed in myself.I have always opened up this page everyday wanting to spit out something. Yet, nothing is written on this empty space.

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And yes, its September. My month. And sadly, it has not been that great. 2 more weeks till i am no longer a teenager. Cherish these 2 weeks i should.Then again, lets not talk about it.

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And ya, DAD is flying to BRASIL tonight. And no its no fun. See when he's not around, i cant be anybody who i want to be. I have to be this very responsible son that needs to help around with almost everything. This is the point of time where my parents think i dont have a life. And i learned that, the journey from here to BRASIL requires the least 2-3 days.

Just when i was about to live this 2 weeks of my teenage life thats left, this had to happened. This explains why i have been watching Hannah Montana and Thats So Raven again on Disney Channel. I bet he wouldnt even make it for my 20th and his 51st. Or maybe he will make it for his, but not mine. Its 15 more days to Hari Raya and he has to fly. FUCK YOUR BOSS DAD! FUCK HIM FOR MAKING YOU DO THIS!

That girl is not here anymore to calm me down. I used to talk to her about my dad. But she's pretty busy with her life right now. I dont even see her around school nowadays. The last time i saw her was her Birthday and thats that. I still remembered the sweet words she once uttered, " Don't be heartbroken, or you'll keep panting."

What i can say to myself is, i have to keep myself together till the day DAD comes home safely again. I pray for his well being and his journey there and back. These coming weeks is gonna be hell for me, so SATAN, stay away from me, i dont need you to be around me just to give me hell.

To my readers, sorry for being vulgar in this post, just not being myself for now.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Love Is Like Music In An Album

2009-08-27T12:29:00.000-07:00

Nothing Gonna Tear Us Apart

Been wanting to post about something like this but couldnt find the right the time to do so.

So here goes nothing.

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Love has always been generalize as something that we don't understand. Yet many grumble about Love and still wanna be in Love. Thats when genders starts stereotyping about each other.But lucky for me, at least i understand what love is. =D and i am here to share it with fellow mates! Wohooo!

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From my past experience and learning about peer's Love life, i can compare love and music together. The reason why you kept listening to that particular song is because either your hooked to it or adore it so much. Well that could be the first step to LOVE. Same goes to a person, if you were to like him/her you will be hooked!and always wanna be around the person.

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The next step would be finding out other songs by the similar artiste.Maybe another song or two would be to your liking. When the tunes and melody is of your liking is when you get their album or download it over the net. This again could be applied in relationships. When you found about more about the person, then the possibility of being in a relationship together is pretty high.

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And when you're in this relationship is where you will get to you know your partner more.

Thus you will be able find out some of his/her flaws. Same goes to an album, you may not enjoy the whole album but most probably most of the song will be of your liking.Even though you dont like a song or two in the album, you would probably listen to it anyways because now you LOVE the artiste and not only the very song that you heard.

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So even though your partner has flaws, when youre in love, that don't even matter at all. Cause now, you are already in love and not to only one part of the person, but the person as a whole. What i am trying to say here is, LOVE is a growing process and it doesnt grow overnight, time is always a factor in whatever we do.

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And to those who don't understand LOVE, the reason might be because you rush into things or maybe no one has made you feel that special. And ya, i am no one to tell you guys what to do with your Love life. I am just a stranger sharing my point of view. And soon the right person, you will meet. =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

The Evolution

2009-08-24T09:32:00.000-07:00

Humbug's Out Today and I'm Broke.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

The Holy Month

2009-08-24T02:55:00.000-07:00

THE DEAD WEATHERS

Been a very hectic week.Just a recap of everything that happened. It is really the holy month. Have not been having proper sleep due to the UTs. Thank GOD its ending tomorrow.

...

A day before we had to fast, HAZREEL was kind enough to have treated us to a feast to satisfy our cravings. God Bless you lad.

...

And was i really glad that Web Multimedia wasnt that difficult to handle. It a first for me to have to travel to Woodlands early Saturday morning.It was all worth it. And as for BEN, hope he enjoyed our presence and also the presents. =D

Finally God Blessed Us yestersday with no crowds to entertain and it was a free jamming session, and we dressed up! =D

...

From me to all you Muslim's out there, 26 more days to HARI RAYA!!!!

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Where Did You Go?

2009-08-20T14:01:00.001-07:00

Enough said, its true. I was really taken for as a joke. There might be someone slender and wee bit brighter,perhaps.

...

You don't come visiting here no more.Was its just for the moment? Have you lost your momentum? Was i just a moment? You're just a stolen sweetheart to me and i believe there is more of you out there. Why are we always the bad one in terms of gender?

...

it our turn to stereotype..

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Bizzare Love Triangle

2009-08-15T03:59:00.000-07:00

Not Fair, Spoiled Webcam!

In a snap of a finger, i could easily admit the affair that has been circulating.Could you do the same? Friend who has forsaken you, suddenly appeared magically like ships that has sunk decades ago. Curiosity killed the cat, remember?

The sparks of interest will be greater if our answers are playing in a different tune. Is it too much to ask? Perhaps i wasn't asking in the first place.Your level of assurance in me is pretty low when i show signs of attraction. And you could simply give in to all those other blokes that gave you false hope and you simply don't get to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

...

Gosh how i miss writing like this. And still some don't like what i write.I'm still inadequate to someone. Hope i will be able to change thoughts in my writing.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

You Made Me

2009-08-12T08:48:00.000-07:00

Oh Well, finally quite a number of revision done. And what shocked me the most today was the fact that my dad added me on FACEBOOK. Its getting dangerous over there.

...

And i'm really proud of my boys. You guys know who you are. Didnt even asked me about anything while friends that are a distant from me keeps asking. Glad you guys know me well. And even one of you denied it. And I LOVE YOU for that dude. Remember my promise to you, i'll keep it.

...

And lastly, we sure did create a havoc aye Love? Get well soon.

Very Minah Leyyyyyyyyy

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Thats Not The Only Way To A Man's Heart

2009-08-11T08:57:00.001-07:00

Oh dear, it's getting pretty dusty here. Tsk! Sorry for not being in action. I'm on my feet now, so i'll be around now.

...

Anyways, just a little update since the last time i blogged. La Familia went to JB for a show together which was totally awesome. Couldn't been more happier to spend 2 days with them. And then i forgot what happened till today. Ok wait, we had another show helping a friend our for her final project. Then recently went to catch Singapore Idol with La Familia also. Funny as heck.And the last time i checked, Haqim wasnt so busy with his phone texting someone.

...

Since everyone has a their own "Jane", its time you meet mine. =D Wait, Adlan has his own "Mary" that can dance like Amy Winehouse on command.

I also have lar! Haha

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Unplanned Despair

2009-07-30T20:34:00.001-07:00

Till this very day, this quote is true in alot of ways.

"The truth really hurts."

...

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

La Familia

2009-07-27T18:01:00.000-07:00

Oh Well, i am still very tired even till today. JB trip was awesome. Its was like our first time to JB, well for someone it was. Heh heh.

It was a wonderful experience shared with wonderful people alongside. i am proud of our family bands as they have sucessfully performed outside of our country. And i thank god for guiding us through this journey.

Like what Adlan said, "Fate was a friend this time."

Surprise Surprise

2009-07-21T10:08:00.000-07:00

I wish i would have seen you down in the arcade,

sipping on a lemonade.

With a paper cup and chewing on a straw.

...

If your name is Alex Turner you can get away with writing something like this. If your name is Shafaat, you couldnt get away with writing this for your band. So what's the difference? Cause he's Alex Turner.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

I Look At Life In Different Angles

2009-07-20T04:54:00.000-07:00

What can be broken without even touching it?

...

Hate it when its all just words.Words will never satisfy a human being's hunger. Ya, i hate you for that. I really do.We humans just know how to spit it out but never did we ever put it into play.

Ouh yes i have broken them too before. Not always.

...

I guess you're better off with him or them. They give you life when your "about to die" and when you find "theres no more meaning to life". You want me to step into your life again but wait. Take good look at yourself. Take a full minute to look at yourself and think. Was this the person i am before? Or am i just lying to others to make me feel better?The best thing that happened was that i left but they didnt,right?

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Republic Prison

2009-07-18T10:45:00.000-07:00

i miss the first friend i made last semester.
i miss the girl who used to call me bf.
i miss the dude who has short temper.
i miss the strong fat girl who never quits.
i miss the dude who is a big Man Utd fan.

...

School is being a bitch and not letting me meet them. =(

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Still I Can't Wait

2009-07-13T08:59:00.001-07:00

"I Miss My Hairrrrrrrrrrr!!"

Just when i thought this week is gonna be great, Monday just proved me wrong. I felt pretty awesome after the UT cause i know i did my best.

...

It was shitty the moment i almost reached home. And i couldn't think straight.So i declared that this week is gonna be hectic and no fun for me. And thats that. Whatever happen, just let it happen.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Story Telling Could Be My Thing

2009-07-12T10:55:00.000-07:00

Recent posts could get my readers wondering. Am i in love with a someone? And who is this someone? Well, i am in love with everyone who loves me of course. Wait, i don't think everyone. =D

What if all my recents post are just fictions? Does that makes me a good liar or a great fictional writer? Or was just my imaginations wild? When you're all alone, different feelings comes into play.You guys should have a go at it. =D So now its still up to you guys to think if there's a Juno in my life now. You make the decision.

...

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Guts Told Me It's You

2009-07-11T11:49:00.000-07:00

Seeing you now sparks this different feelings than before. Excitement rushed through our veins when we had eye contact, leaving us both shell-shocked. =D

I'll wait even if it works out. See you soon in the near future.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Stepping Stone

2009-07-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

Its demoralising that i can't even get a cover right. Fucking hopeless.

"Everytime i hug u, it gives me the strength. Everytime i kiss u, its you who i want to be with..."

I am having mixed feelings for now. Being sad, angry and nervous all at the same time. And whats better is watching "Michael Jackson Final Goodbye" on Teevee.

Oh God, give me the strength i need to proceed, strength i need to believe.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Odd One Out

2009-07-06T08:56:00.000-07:00

Swine Flu Cupcakes by Elizabeth are awesome!

Appreciate, before she's dead and gone. And i don't meanElizabeth.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Bridging The Gap

2009-07-05T10:54:00.000-07:00

Holding him tightly, she whispered," Do you have superpowers? Can you help me stop the time cause i don't want this night to end."

He could only just peck her cheeks and hug her as tight as a Lock and Lock tupperware. =D

Don't Believe The Hype

2009-06-30T10:49:00.000-07:00

If you have been treating me well, you could have had your day with me. Too bad it didnt happened. A hug will do, right?

...

I really need to be there. Situations that are faced alone will result in a loss in this battle.The chemistry experienced was magical. The four letter word kept us stronger by day, knowing that we will always be there. The heat didn't bother me when im with you.

My heartbeat you heard, pure and true. And you know they pound, only for you.Cuddling you tight just feels right. No matter the situation, day or night.No matter how tight the bear hug, the torment could never match the battle you face. Or maybe, a kiss on the cheeks could heal the battle wounds.

Dont worry ladies, i'm still single. This is just some stuff i went thru and its straight from the heart for you readers to read! =)

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

My Very Own Stalkers

2009-06-29T10:09:00.000-07:00

Seeing that number of readers that i have, really just inspires me to keep on writing. Even though some are strangers, some i know. I hope you guys learn/gain something when you read this words that i have to share with you guys. Keep reading and i will keep writing. Thanks guys! =)

Neverland

2009-06-28T20:05:00.000-07:00

Neverland no more. =(

We Need Answers

2009-06-26T09:13:00.000-07:00

I still wonder when is my school going to close down.We have 18 confirmed case and we are making the headlines. WHAT ARE THEY WAITING FOR? Why are the Year ones they only one quarantined? Doesn't make any sense at all.

The irony here would be fearing that you might get catch the disease that has been circulating the school.But for some republican, they are happy that H1N1 hits RP. The main reason is as clear as the crystal chandelier.

Happy Father's Day

2009-06-22T08:09:00.001-07:00

Didn't expect to be walking home alone from school just now. But being alone just now really made me think. Oh yes, i was that boy you saw just now, who was walking across the bald field that has been damaged by most republican. I could be listening to my music but in my mind, i just kept thinking.

How did i ever become this independent? I have to thanks my pops for that.

I have always been independent since i was 12 or maybe earlier than that. But after 12, it was total independence. This could be the reason why i could be really be alone and it doesn't bother me at all.It was really scary being all alone in a very new environment back then but it sure was a new experience.If dad didn't choose that path for me, i wouldn't have learnt anything.Yet, some of you complained you guys are lonely and friends forget you, try be in this size 10 and you will know what lonely is.Then again, i couldnt careless.

Dad also taught me to never follow friends or wait for them.He is right you know.He also reminded me to pick the "right" group of friends and he never chose my friends for me, he believed.

If's funny how he shows that he cares.But I still love him.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Becoming A Monster

2009-06-20T11:18:00.001-07:00

Yeah,Fat boys cant skate, right?

I really am leading an unhealthy lifestyle. It has been twice in a week, that i have not slept more that 24 hrs and one of the days was on a school day.Imagine designing a poster in class without sleeping the day before.That very day, many questioned me on my punctuality.

So only for now, it has been 33hrs i have been awake. PUNKROCK! It might turn into a bad habit, or i might turn to a monster. Or should i just stay awake till jamming later?Anyways great week, REJEKS at HOMECLUB and CRACKERJACK at ONE FULLERTON.And i don't feel tired at all.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Wooonderland

2009-06-17T12:22:00.000-07:00

I was caught up in the moment chatting with AKID till i forget to blog. Bummer.

Currently what has been happening to me is that i have been always dreaming. And those dream of mind are very random. Different number of people comes into play.The funny thing is, my dream doesn't have any storyline whatsoever.

So my dream has numerous character and has no storyline. This is where it gets all confusing.Or maybe that this show my life is in a mess now. Maybe. And i have yet to clear this mess.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Pretty Visitors

2009-06-16T11:06:00.000-07:00

No, i am not to be played for. Really you proved to me once and for all that you really arent that worthy. No i would'nt mind if i get you angry or pissed. Cause you did that more to me that i did to you.

Oh, what do you care anyways. Hmmm.

Even the supernaturals cared enough to follow me home. Well that was what my dad said. Gosh, where did i go wrong till i was followed?

Lesson here children, don't always go out till late at night.Lucky i have my dad around.Well, this is thanks to always being alone. ALWAYS.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Hungry Hungry Hippo

2009-06-15T09:41:00.000-07:00

A hungry man is an angry man, just remember that.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Shake,Rattle and Roll

2009-06-14T07:59:00.000-07:00

It has been a very hectic week. And tomorrow is another new week and day,hoping to start it right. It has been an unhealthy week for me, always going out and coming home late. Waking up and going out again. Treating this home of mine like a hotel. I am lucky this time to get away with it. The next time, i doubt so.

Even though it was hectic, i had whole loads of fun since the Wednesday and the fun didn't stop till Sunday morning. Friends, friends and more friends.

And i finally managed to get a LOVEJETS shirt done. But i guess i will wear it only once? Cause on the day i got it done, i got this band from KOREA called OH!BROTHERS to sign my shirt. Stupid? I don't think so. I already have an idea for the next shirt. Well, just wait and see.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Needs

2009-06-11T10:21:00.000-07:00

Today just tells me that if you really want something to happen, you really gotta work for it. Everyone has their own part to play. Thanks for making it happen W46K and not forgetting W47R too. And school's reopening soon. =(

Pics uploaded as soon i get my hands on them.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

I Got My Head In The Clouds

2009-06-08T11:20:00.000-07:00

Some days, you just have alot to write about something, but other days, you just have completely nothing to write. Shucks!

One the most sweetest thing YAN did today was wait for me after jamming session after he had finish his work. Jiwa =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Whatever Mode

2009-06-07T11:55:00.000-07:00

I really cant be bothered to jump.

I certainly am not in the right mind to blog about anything right now. But just like the other bloggers out there, i blog for the sake of blogging. WORLD AH!

I am in the state where i am happy and sad at the same time. Is that even possible? or shall i say happy and disgusted? i have no idea.The thing that was keeping me happy throughout today was AMI and YAN and not forgetting AMI's son. WOHOO!

These 2 brother just made me laugh the whole day. Where have all the good old times gone to?Well, i am happy for this two bullocks for now. They have something to do.Sometimes i feel like an idiot.Always asking AMI out. As for now, i will just allow him ask me out instead of me asking him. He has a family to take care of mind you.

And YAN found a decent job and i am very happy.Rather than he laze around. So there goes my boys from the hood.My jogging partners.Since they never wait for me, i shall never wait for them. They are going somewhere, while i am still here,waiting.

Lesson here is, don't ever wait for a friend when doing something.They either pull you down or make you reach to a higher level. But most of the time, they pull you down.
Anyways i am all hyped for my class outing this coming Week and here i am again, hoping that everyone will turn up. And somehow i got disgusted at a point thinking about all these.

And to add to this feeling was a few pictures of....

Even you know i don't like those kind of pictures from you aye?Even when..

I seriously think you are the world's best liar. None cant defeat you almighty one! That is how great i think you are. Get this straight guys. Girls, don't ever deny that you don't needs us in your life. Cause we jolly well know you need us in your life. And for the guys, don't act all macho like, " I don't need a girl in my life.".Ha-ha

That's just pure bullshit mate!

You are living a life full of lies while i am living in a life of denial.We make a great couple babygirl. =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Storm In A Teacup

2009-06-06T01:59:00.000-07:00

I don't fucking know,why the hell i have not been updating my blog.It looks like its fucking dead. Every single time i say that i am going to start updating again, i lied. It was an unintentional lie. Now what does that mean?

So how i spend my Friday this Week? Waking up late and missing my Friday prayers. Then went out kinda' late to catch the acoustic session at earshot's cafe.There i was expecting a shoegaze acoustic, guess i was expecting too much. Ha-ha.

Came home this morning cause i stayed to watch Crackerjack do a rough recording for their upcoming project.Watching DAN plays the bass just inspires me to learn more and more. And their new song kicks ass ok! Ha-ha. FOXY!

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

The Invisible Outcast

2009-06-01T10:12:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i ponder on why things happened,
and people says that things happens for a reason.
If it always happens to you, are you the reason?

Just because you might lose,does that mean you wont make the move?
Then it is probably common sense,
that everyone is afraid of consequence.

Some say that we need to try before we know the outcome.
But what do we do if we already know the outcome?
Should we keep on trying and trying?

Being inadequate has been part of me and will always be.
It will never leave my side,for now.
Its like the shadow that accompanies me through the poorly lighted streets.

I thank the great one for those things that happened.
I have made the move and suffer the consequence.
I keep trying even though the answers are clear.

...

What do i do now?

- Shafaat

On My Feet

2009-05-28T04:15:00.000-07:00

Sorry for disappearing for a week.Wait, why am i apologizing, not everyone misses me.The only one who bothered to tag was AKID.Even though it was sarcasm, i know it was love. Haha.

It was my first time handling CS3 in school and thus the design at the top(poster). And we were not guided to use Cs3, at all. And you gotta give credit to me right? I mean my team came up with this too, and we deserve the credit. My facilitator's ego was just so big that he has to spot a mistake.

What does he expect from us in just an hour and 45 mins? We are no fucking professional designers.Oh quit your whining on we are not up to the standard that you expect. Fuck!

Cool down.Kinda hectic since my band had a "break" and we are on our feet again.We need to be "fit" again. No more breaks!And i have been someone's lucky charm recently. =D

But i need my own..

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Knock You Down

2009-05-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

I really just cant be bothered. Whatever that is going to happen i will just let it happened. What i care about the most is my music and my band. Not forgetting the family too, i love you guys too. No use crying over spilled milk.

Its not about the number of time you get knock down, its about the number of time that you pick yourself up from being knock down that is important. I still thank god though for whatever happened, fated.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Lucky Charm

2009-05-20T09:14:00.000-07:00

I need all the luck in the world to pull it off. I don't wish to waste anymore time and money. Boys, do pray for me. I love you guys. Only you guys know, so keep it on the low for me aye?

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Sticky Zoe

2009-05-19T09:29:00.000-07:00

I just don't get it with my 2 W47R girls. First it was Elly, who just went on hugging me when she was so damn smelly. Nevermind about that. And it happened yesterday again to me. But this time around it was Zoe.

She was even worse, i was sitting with her under her class block while we were waiting for Shi Lei and CY. And i was facing to her while we were conversing. She had to be random and said," Eh i today very smelly." And then straightaway hugged me. Oh dear, i have to stay away from them whenever they have an outdoor lesson. Elly was smelly while Zoe was sticky.

Hmmmm. Or maybe i'm just huggable to all SHL girls. Haha.

Anyways, got on the same train with Danny boy today. Didnt even notice till we reach Kallang. I like it when we met up after a long time of not seeing each other. His first words to me will always be, "Eh, hows life?" That cracks me up everytime.

I really need to get a grip myself and manage my time well now. I am not that young anymore. I need to work hard to progress. Go Go Go!

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Favourite Worst Nightmare

2009-05-17T10:09:00.000-07:00

I have to thank my Ah Lei for waking me up that day from my horrific dream.Ironic aye? I dream that is scary should be called a nightmare.It was more of a dream to me than a nightmare. =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Fit As A Fiddle

2009-05-13T09:35:00.000-07:00

I give up on YOU,YOU and YOU. But i'm not giving up on her. =D Sometimes, being in your own fantasy is just way better than facing reality. For the time being, just let it be.

I just saw today's team for Jalan Besar football. And boy am i glad i'm not in the team. Just turns me off the way they select the players.

Anyways, i think i shall thank god for my health now. Kinda healthy as i have not been falling sick even though most of my friends are. And i can't believe i ran, i mean jogged faster than AMI and YAN. Come on boys, you can do better. And i don't intend to fall sick anytime soon.Hope there won't be any cases of H1N1 here in Singapore.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Elly's 18th

2009-05-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

See how much i love this girl? LOL, uploaded so many pictures of her. I was tempted to post Her secondary school Ez-Link photo and also her IC photo.

Anyways, Happy Birthday Love. Now that you are legal, i can date you. Hahahahaha

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Laugh And Jokes Around

2009-05-10T10:07:00.000-07:00

Finally, i get to meet some of my old secondary school mates just for a little while today. And i had a conversation with ADLI. He asked me whether i ride or not? I told him NO, accompanied with a cheeky smile. And i was called a bluff. LOL. Nothing has changed. =)

Well, then off to met LUKE since its been a while that we get to spent time. Did some catching up with each others life. That is when he asked me to start exercising with him. Another joke. haha

The thought of school tomorrow just makes me tired.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

It Still Lives

2009-05-09T10:57:00.000-07:00

Ever heard of sharing a gig slot? I mean really sharing. 2 bands one slot? That happened just now at Sembawang.Lovejets/Pinholes. We really love them and they really made my day even though we are equally shagged. Learnt alot from them too today.

SO LONG LIVES ROCK AND ROLL!

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Smelly Elly

2009-05-08T09:55:00.000-07:00

Today is kinda of my happy happy but hectic day.

I came to school just slightly late today and i am proud of myself. Because when i just came in they were just about to discuss the problem statement. Still, i was marked late.Pffft.

Then, there is a strange occurrence in my team. Suddenly they relied on me. LOL.What to do, carry on. I was very hardworking today,i have no idea why, just don't ask. And lucky Gary was there to help me after lunch. So credits to GARY!

I am very satisfied with our work done. So far this is the first lesson that i was pressured by the team. So the laughs on me. But it was the best layout! WOOTS~

And something disgusting happened to me today also. Just as we were walking to E1 Canteen, GARY and me bumped into ELLY. She had an outdoor lesson today and she was stinky like the dumpster.LOL. Remember boys, don't go close to her.

And she keeps leaning on me! Disgusting! And before she left, she had to hug me. Pfffft. You made me smell like you the whole day! It's okay, i'm still happy.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

32' LCD Teevee

2009-05-07T09:41:00.000-07:00

Funny how we are communicating virtually. Dare not confront me?Well baby girl, its turning me on. =) HAHA.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Our "Imaginary" Classmate

2009-05-06T10:02:00.000-07:00

He was part of my secondary school life,
even though he wasn't my classmate nor a student.
He grew into me and my circle of friends,
always amusing us, with his silly antics.

Made fun of him we did,
and now farewell we have to bid.
Our jokes and tease will be no fun anymore,
instead it's rude and will create an uproar.

Surprised i was, upon receiving the news,
About this strong old man, that i once knew.

You might normally see him, now not anymore.
Cause he's the old man that used to walk
from Geylang to Reservoir, without a footsore.

-Shafaat

This is for one of my friend who has just lost his grandfather that has been part of me and my Secondary school pals lives. Even though we teased him alot, i hope FAIZ never takes it to the heart. We were young back then.

May he forgives us all and may god bless him.

Stay strong FAIZ.

I Have A Fan

2009-05-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

Oh you don't know how flattered i am. Somebody has been reading about me. =)

You know, people say, you may interpret the work of someone either accurately or inaccurately? Either you are 100% correct in your interpretation or just totally wrong. So never ever try to think that what you are interpreting is right, cause you and i, we are different.

I am the artist , so appreciate my work here in this virtual domain that you visit regularly. I am being indirect here and baby girl, i guess direct words never worked for you aye? Well, i am flattered again that you even understand my work.Hurray! =)

Enough said before i go overboard.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

3rd Chance Do Exists

2009-05-04T08:58:00.000-07:00

One heartbreak leads to another
You told Me that we'll have each other.
It seems to me that we have falter
And baby now, i don't even matter.

You fool me once,Shame on you.
You fool me twice and I'll play your game with you.
Thought that you had it perfectly planned,
I saw it through the moment i held your hand.

I always had to play along,
because i know that i never belong.
Friends never made me feel like I'm in the circle,
What can i do? Well, I'll just giggle.

Baby you had your chance,
But you threw it out in a glance.
Beg me you did,
But running back to you? Well God Forbid.

-Shafaat

I realized that its better of as my words of expression rather than its be our fourth song. But still our fourth song KICKASS! LOL. And Fareez, it's "Packing My Bags!"

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

I Need A Her

2009-05-03T02:13:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating for the past few days. Has been busy preparing for the MAYDAY gig and its worth preparing for. And I'm still kinda shagged from being a rockstar that very day and i still need to edit photos for the bands.Phew! Tiring just blogging about it. =)

Anyways, this is how i am doing in the School of IT of RP for the first Week. =)

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

I'll Give You Sympathy

2009-04-29T06:43:00.000-07:00

Maybe i just lost my "game" when it comes to girls. Come on, its not like I'm in secondary school anymore. You fancy a girl you see, you ask from a friend of hers for her digits and you start texting each other. Guess what? You're not in Secondary School anymore!!

Maybe back in Secondary school, you have this thick skin of not being rejected. But now, you realized that rejection is really something.

Now, I'm getting tired to impress "you". I am being just myself and if "you" don't have the ability to see through a person like me, then i am wrong in the very first place. Why don't "you" try to impress me instead? See how tiring it is when i don't acknowledge what you are striving for.

I'm not in the mood to continue writing due to some jerks who has a lot free time. You just played your joke at the wrong time. Take note of that people.

Till then mates!

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Bad Habit

2009-04-28T10:58:00.000-07:00

The moment i switch on my laptop, Mozzila-ed my way to my blog. i had all the ideas in my brain on what to blog. Due to my procrastination, i forgot what i wanted to write down.Tsk.

Till then mates!

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Isaac's 20th

2009-04-27T06:20:00.001-07:00

Oh well, an interesting thing that happened today. I had lunch alone at E1 canteen. People might that I'm a social outcast in this very institute that i am studying in. Oh yes RP has social outcasts but people who are shy? I doubt so.

One thing i learn today about Republicans is that they don't have any fucking basic manners nor courtesy. Here's some lesson for you blokes.

1. Say thank you when someone holds the lift for you.

2. Say thank you when someone holds the door for you.

3. Don't Cut the Fucking Queue when i am about to order my food you dumbfucks!

I pity you fools.

And thanks Elizabeth for those Almond Tarts! Next Week, MUFFINS!

Till then mates!

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View From The Afternoon

2009-04-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

I am kinda frustrated about our gig.We practised like there's no tomorrow, putting all our money for our session and it all falls in the hand of the sound man. I shall not go further into this.One thing i only have to say is that we can get money back but not time.

I would like to thank Smoke Party Production for this exposure that they have given us.And Cheers to all those bands that performed along side us.

What was even greater was being invited to perform alongside PINHOLES in a few weeks time. =)

There are many other stuffs that kinda upset me yesterday and i am going to put all that aside and let it be a lesson learn for me.

Once again, " Anticipation has the habit to set you up for disappointment or even entertainment.."

Till then mates!

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Twenty Second Of April

2009-04-22T08:49:00.000-07:00

Its a birthday post today!

Happy 20th Love. Hope you Like the surprise.

Already My Idol When He Is In Sao Paolo.

This Is Andy. Lets Rock the Stage In 3 days time man! =)

And Andy here is as young as Kaka. That is if anyone know how old is Kaka. =)

Till then mates!

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We'll Take It Slow

2009-04-21T11:10:00.002-07:00

The First day in school was definitely better than the second. Time flew by like a dove on monday and it snail-ed its way today in school and i'm so not into principle of Digital Media Design. Too theoretical for me.

All and all, jamming session with the boys was fun today.Pure randomness all the way.Maybe we should have more of this session. So the will flow just like the river.Ha-ha.

And ya i spent most of my time after jamming session with FURQAN my drummer and that is something rare. =) But fun yet again. And thanks dude for accompanying me. SAYANG YOU! Ha-ha

And today i saw her after soooo long. I think i'm falling for her again. Just a few minutes and already i've fell for her. I wanna meet here every now and then. =)))))))

Till then mates!

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Bottled Up

2009-04-20T09:20:00.000-07:00

Fuck, i just found out something today that i should know way before. Fuck. And it has got nothing to do with school.

Till then mates!

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Take Over,The Break's Over

2009-04-19T04:11:00.000-07:00

There's school on monday. And my first module has to be programming. How fun can that be? Just when i thought my first year nightmares are over, yet its here again to haunt me.

This must be in every mind of a republican. Every time we are supposed to change class and meet our new classmates, we start to stereotyped almost everyone in our new class. I obviously stereotyped W47R before and i realise that they are different once i get to know them. We should give everyone a chance to show their TRUE colours! HAHA.

I need to stay positive for year 2.Positive for almost everything. I am not getting any younger. So lonely train rides again to school.I'm kinda used to it also.So what the heck! RP here i come again! LOL

Till then mates!

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I Apologize

2009-04-17T10:37:00.000-07:00

I guess i am ready for school. Gonna miss helping my mum out damn early in the morning. The thought of Ice-Breaking again just makes me feel lazy to go to school.Whatever it is, i see hardship in my mere future. Even before school start is know how hard it is going to be.

I keep complaining about Professional Profiling.I mean complaining to myself. I see some of my friend even had their project scope down! Some even say its nothing to worry about.Yea that could be true, if you don't have a fucking life. I gotta stay focus and positive.

25th April is just a week away.

When school start, it will be 9 to 5 again.And i guess it will be hard on me for the first week. Gotta always rush to the studios at SIMEI

Lovejets.Lyrics.PP.Jogging.Skate?

This is what that has been lingering on this empty head of mind.Can a girlfriend fit in this schedule of mine? haha. Like SHI LEI said just now.

Shi Lei : Art, you got GF what!
Art : Now who the hell is my GF?
Shi Lei : HAZEL!
Art : Okay now who the hell is HAZEL?

Shi Lei has always been Comical.

Till then mates!

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Poster On My Wall

2009-04-14T09:31:00.000-07:00

Now Suddenly, Like everyone is listening to YUNA. Well good for YUNA! She's my only favorite Female Malay Singer? Why? Cause she wears the Tudung and she plays the guitar, extraordinarily. She beats Siti Nurhaliza! hahaha. So, Adakah perasaan benci ini semua nya cinta?

Anyways here are some poster for LoveJet's Upcoming Shows. Come And Support Us If You Guys are free aye?

Do approach me for tickets yaw. Cheap Cheap Good Good. haha. =)

Till then mates!

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Yuna

2009-04-13T09:55:00.000-07:00

Finally it is cleared. I will just have to wait and we'll see. Time will tell. As for now, i'm just a happy boy. =)

Till then mates!

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Loooong Weekend

2009-04-12T01:51:00.000-07:00

I have no idea where to start. Been really kinda busy , and sometimes i'm not even online. Shucks! But what's great is that my job is done. And in a week's time school is reopening. HA-HA! New classmates.Again.

However, my week was kinda boring.No wonder i did not even bother to blog.Thursday was spent with SHAFIQ.Bloody random day. Ask him out to follow me get some stuffs and repair PSP.

Friday was with Yan. And i had to waste my money on Wangan. FUCK! Haha.But it was fun as it has been a while since i drive.CHE!

But my Saturday this week is simply awesome.
Breakfastwithfamily.CrackerJEKS21s.Fast&Furious4.AMI&YAN.

Had breakfast with family at GEYLANG. Come on people. Its only the rojak stall and not the whole of geylang that is food poisoning people. My younger brother was just a joker man. My mum asked us what did we want for drinks. My elder brother and I said "Ice Lemon Tea" and i was anticipating my younger brother to say "Peach Tea" but it turn out to be "KOPI SUSU". Yeah, he's only 6 and already has loads of caffine in his system.

Then headed to queesnway to fetch my younger cousin and got myself a new pair of runners.Then meet up with those two brothers. Caught some band in action at cineleisure and ABJECT POETRY was awesome yesterday.Then we gave out the flyers for our up coming gig at Hong Lim Park. And i saw ZOE yesterday. =)

Watched Fast & Furious 4 with them brothers. It was good but there are too litte races going on. Its more to the story line this time. No wonder AMI was complaining alot.And we walked back home. CINELEISURE to KALLANG. Wah lau wey!

And Finally today AKID got back home safely from Bandung. And He Brought Back a Great Souvenir. Enjoy

You Gotta Just Envy This Dude.

Till then mates!

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We All Want The Same Thing

2009-04-07T08:20:00.000-07:00

I forgot that we are different. You and I are not the same. But in the end, we all want the same thing don't we?

5am.LackOfSleep.Shagged.Irritated.

And AKID is flying off soon to BANDUNG. Bergila-gilaan with Changcuters Bibeh! Fly safe aye! And yea ADLAN, if you're reading this, let's have a double date this SATURDAY aye? =)

Till then mates!

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Airplay

2009-04-06T08:22:00.000-07:00

Fuck the Taxi and thats that!

Till then mates!

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