Worth The Heartbreaks

YEA BALLS I LOVE THEM!

The moment i saw the cake came, i asked Zoe, " Eh, who's birthday today?"
With that sly smile, she said " YOURS LAR!"
Comical classmates i have.My birthday was due a week ago but i still love them i dont care.

To W47R and Kino, you guys can never beat other class that i have. Even though other classes looks far greater than ours and has cooler people or better outing, we are still way awesome than them. What i have i am grateful for and don't ever change. =D

Till then mates!

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For What It's Worth

Finally, only after today am i satisfied being a 20 year old. My celebration ended today with my loveable W47R darlings. Thanks for sealing this celebration with all the excitement we had just now. And so to my family for shaping me who i am today.

Ahjeys and also W64L for all the celebration.

Now i am ever more ready to be a 20 year old but i'm not looking forward to school for the very first time. I think i have more than enough friend In RP, can i not change class? Ha-ha.

Once again, thank you to those who were there by my side celebrating the existence of me in your life and may god bless all of you.

And not forgetting the other Virgo Bitches, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ADLAN AND JOLIN. =D

Till then mates!

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Goodbye Bittersweet Teenage Years

I will be taking on a new path and footsteps from today onwards. I might be exagerrating on being 20 but i'm taking a different approach to it. I really need to make it or i'll just break it. All i wish for is great wealth and health to myself, family and friends.

Goodbye bittersweet memories, Goodbye to teenage years. You have been fun taking care of me and i learnt. Not applying it in my young adult years will just let my teenage years waste in vain.

My advice to teenagers out there. Just live it up! Commit as many mistakes as you can, learn and move on. Just don't go on making the same mistakes and to Art..


HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! haha

Till then mates!

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Age Is Catching Up

Its always difficult to let go of something that you really love. Vice versa to accepting something. When it came, i didn't notice but it just grew naturally around me. Now that i have to let i go, it just way too hard.

You can't hide your heads in the clouds forever. Now that i'm older, you will be too. =D

And one more thing ART, you gotta learn to let go man.Well, a whole new journey awaits me and this space will be the eyes to my growth, rise and fall of almost everything. And you, yes you, please arrive early? I cant wait to spend my life with you. ♥

Till then mates!

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Your Name Could Be Spoken In Many Different Languages

Our eyes meets and emotions runs through these veins. How can it be concocted with such emotions of different categories?

You made me feel like a little boy falling in love again. Every time a little boy is in love with something, he wouldn't change his mindset for anything else. Whatever caught his eyes, is probably what he wants to catch.

Ambitions are high, trying to catch a divine being like you.

Wasted, was not what i felt after being with you. You had me at Hello. Your colourful buttons i did not forget, your rage towards me was astonishingly adorable. I didn't know buttons could help me start a conversation with you.

Fool, was what i was.Listening to my ever demanding acquaintance was a mistake. And that mistake was made for you. How did my commitment get into my head and left me haywire trying to figure the only possible, simplest route out of this disaster? I could have made you a happiest girl till today, period.

Chance, is what was hard to comprehend for me between us. Questioning myself day in and out. Why did i let you go oh why? When you came clean to me is when the day that barrier broke.The barrier that i have constructed in me has been broken by those aciculate words you spat out.It was more of a punch than a slap on the face.

To end this post, i quote from a brilliant friend of mine.

" You Don't Love a Girl Because She Is Beautiful, She is Beautiful Because You Love Her.."

Till then mates!

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Village Hero

Maybe i should try this "observational" shit and also with a tinge of humour. But how? Yes, when written, people wont understand it straight ahead, but somehow i gotta make them understand, right?

The only way is to be true when writing, it will flow.

Till then mates!

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There He Goes Again

Again with the disappearance. Am very disappointed in myself.I have always opened up this page everyday wanting to spit out something. Yet, nothing is written on this empty space.

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And yes, its September. My month. And sadly, it has not been that great. 2 more weeks till i am no longer a teenager. Cherish these 2 weeks i should.Then again, lets not talk about it.

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And ya, DAD is flying to BRASIL tonight. And no its no fun. See when he's not around, i cant be anybody who i want to be. I have to be this very responsible son that needs to help around with almost everything. This is the point of time where my parents think i dont have a life. And i learned that, the journey from here to BRASIL requires the least 2-3 days.

Just when i was about to live this 2 weeks of my teenage life thats left, this had to happened. This explains why i have been watching Hannah Montana and Thats So Raven again on Disney Channel. I bet he wouldnt even make it for my 20th and his 51st. Or maybe he will make it for his, but not mine. Its 15 more days to Hari Raya and he has to fly. FUCK YOUR BOSS DAD! FUCK HIM FOR MAKING YOU DO THIS!

That girl is not here anymore to calm me down. I used to talk to her about my dad. But she's pretty busy with her life right now. I dont even see her around school nowadays. The last time i saw her was her Birthday and thats that. I still remembered the sweet words she once uttered, " Don't be heartbroken, or you'll keep panting."

What i can say to myself is, i have to keep myself together till the day DAD comes home safely again. I pray for his well being and his journey there and back. These coming weeks is gonna be hell for me, so SATAN, stay away from me, i dont need you to be around me just to give me hell.

To my readers, sorry for being vulgar in this post, just not being myself for now.

Till then mates!

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