Don't Believe The Hype

If you have been treating me well, you could have had your day with me. Too bad it didnt happened. A hug will do, right?

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I really need to be there. Situations that are faced alone will result in a loss in this battle.The chemistry experienced was magical. The four letter word kept us stronger by day, knowing that we will always be there. The heat didn't bother me when im with you.

My heartbeat you heard, pure and true. And you know they pound, only for you.Cuddling you tight just feels right. No matter the situation, day or night.No matter how tight the bear hug, the torment could never match the battle you face. Or maybe, a kiss on the cheeks could heal the battle wounds.

Dont worry ladies, i'm still single. This is just some stuff i went thru and its straight from the heart for you readers to read! =)

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

My Very Own Stalkers

Seeing that number of readers that i have, really just inspires me to keep on writing. Even though some are strangers, some i know. I hope you guys learn/gain something when you read this words that i have to share with you guys. Keep reading and i will keep writing. Thanks guys! =)

Neverland

Neverland no more. =(

We Need Answers

I still wonder when is my school going to close down.We have 18 confirmed case and we are making the headlines. WHAT ARE THEY WAITING FOR? Why are the Year ones they only one quarantined? Doesn't make any sense at all.

The irony here would be fearing that you might get catch the disease that has been circulating the school.But for some republican, they are happy that H1N1 hits RP. The main reason is as clear as the crystal chandelier.

Happy Father's Day

Didn't expect to be walking home alone from school just now. But being alone just now really made me think. Oh yes, i was that boy you saw just now, who was walking across the bald field that has been damaged by most republican. I could be listening to my music but in my mind, i just kept thinking.

How did i ever become this independent? I have to thanks my pops for that.

I have always been independent since i was 12 or maybe earlier than that. But after 12, it was total independence. This could be the reason why i could be really be alone and it doesn't bother me at all.It was really scary being all alone in a very new environment back then but it sure was a new experience.If dad didn't choose that path for me, i wouldn't have learnt anything.Yet, some of you complained you guys are lonely and friends forget you, try be in this size 10 and you will know what lonely is.Then again, i couldnt careless.

Dad also taught me to never follow friends or wait for them.He is right you know.He also reminded me to pick the "right" group of friends and he never chose my friends for me, he believed.

If's funny how he shows that he cares.But I still love him.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Becoming A Monster

Yeah,Fat boys cant skate, right?

I really am leading an unhealthy lifestyle. It has been twice in a week, that i have not slept more that 24 hrs and one of the days was on a school day.Imagine designing a poster in class without sleeping the day before.That very day, many questioned me on my punctuality.

So only for now, it has been 33hrs i have been awake. PUNKROCK! It might turn into a bad habit, or i might turn to a monster. Or should i just stay awake till jamming later?Anyways great week, REJEKS at HOMECLUB and CRACKERJACK at ONE FULLERTON.And i don't feel tired at all.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Wooonderland

I was caught up in the moment chatting with AKID till i forget to blog. Bummer.

Currently what has been happening to me is that i have been always dreaming. And those dream of mind are very random. Different number of people comes into play.The funny thing is, my dream doesn't have any storyline whatsoever.

So my dream has numerous character and has no storyline. This is where it gets all confusing.Or maybe that this show my life is in a mess now. Maybe. And i have yet to clear this mess.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Pretty Visitors

No, i am not to be played for. Really you proved to me once and for all that you really arent that worthy. No i would'nt mind if i get you angry or pissed. Cause you did that more to me that i did to you.

Oh, what do you care anyways. Hmmm.

Even the supernaturals cared enough to follow me home. Well that was what my dad said. Gosh, where did i go wrong till i was followed?

Lesson here children, don't always go out till late at night.Lucky i have my dad around.Well, this is thanks to always being alone. ALWAYS.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Hungry Hungry Hippo

A hungry man is an angry man, just remember that.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Shake,Rattle and Roll

It has been a very hectic week. And tomorrow is another new week and day,hoping to start it right. It has been an unhealthy week for me, always going out and coming home late. Waking up and going out again. Treating this home of mine like a hotel. I am lucky this time to get away with it. The next time, i doubt so.

Even though it was hectic, i had whole loads of fun since the Wednesday and the fun didn't stop till Sunday morning. Friends, friends and more friends.

And i finally managed to get a LOVEJETS shirt done. But i guess i will wear it only once? Cause on the day i got it done, i got this band from KOREA called OH!BROTHERS to sign my shirt. Stupid? I don't think so. I already have an idea for the next shirt. Well, just wait and see.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Needs

Today just tells me that if you really want something to happen, you really gotta work for it. Everyone has their own part to play. Thanks for making it happen W46K and not forgetting W47R too. And school's reopening soon. =(

Pics uploaded as soon i get my hands on them.

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

I Got My Head In The Clouds

Some days, you just have alot to write about something, but other days, you just have completely nothing to write. Shucks!

One the most sweetest thing YAN did today was wait for me after jamming session after he had finish his work. Jiwa =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Whatever Mode

I really cant be bothered to jump.

I certainly am not in the right mind to blog about anything right now. But just like the other bloggers out there, i blog for the sake of blogging. WORLD AH!

I am in the state where i am happy and sad at the same time. Is that even possible? or shall i say happy and disgusted? i have no idea.The thing that was keeping me happy throughout today was AMI and YAN and not forgetting AMI's son. WOHOO!

These 2 brother just made me laugh the whole day. Where have all the good old times gone to?Well, i am happy for this two bullocks for now. They have something to do.Sometimes i feel like an idiot.Always asking AMI out. As for now, i will just allow him ask me out instead of me asking him. He has a family to take care of mind you.

And YAN found a decent job and i am very happy.Rather than he laze around. So there goes my boys from the hood.My jogging partners.Since they never wait for me, i shall never wait for them. They are going somewhere, while i am still here,waiting.

Lesson here is, don't ever wait for a friend when doing something.They either pull you down or make you reach to a higher level. But most of the time, they pull you down.
Anyways i am all hyped for my class outing this coming Week and here i am again, hoping that everyone will turn up. And somehow i got disgusted at a point thinking about all these.

And to add to this feeling was a few pictures of....

Even you know i don't like those kind of pictures from you aye?Even when..

I seriously think you are the world's best liar. None cant defeat you almighty one! That is how great i think you are. Get this straight guys. Girls, don't ever deny that you don't needs us in your life. Cause we jolly well know you need us in your life. And for the guys, don't act all macho like, " I don't need a girl in my life.".Ha-ha

That's just pure bullshit mate!

You are living a life full of lies while i am living in a life of denial.We make a great couple babygirl. =D

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

Storm In A Teacup

I don't fucking know,why the hell i have not been updating my blog.It looks like its fucking dead. Every single time i say that i am going to start updating again, i lied. It was an unintentional lie. Now what does that mean?

So how i spend my Friday this Week? Waking up late and missing my Friday prayers. Then went out kinda' late to catch the acoustic session at earshot's cafe.There i was expecting a shoegaze acoustic, guess i was expecting too much. Ha-ha.

Came home this morning cause i stayed to watch Crackerjack do a rough recording for their upcoming project.Watching DAN plays the bass just inspires me to learn more and more. And their new song kicks ass ok! Ha-ha. FOXY!

Till then mates!

♥♥♥

The Invisible Outcast

Sometimes i ponder on why things happened,
and people says that things happens for a reason.
If it always happens to you, are you the reason?

Just because you might lose,does that mean you wont make the move?
Then it is probably common sense,
that everyone is afraid of consequence.

Some say that we need to try before we know the outcome.
But what do we do if we already know the outcome?
Should we keep on trying and trying?

Being inadequate has been part of me and will always be.
It will never leave my side,for now.
Its like the shadow that accompanies me through the poorly lighted streets.

I thank the great one for those things that happened.
I have made the move and suffer the consequence.
I keep trying even though the answers are clear.

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What do i do now?

- Shafaat